Act of Randomness

Last month, I finally had the courage to try something new (because I was bored)!

Guess what I did?!

No?

Well, I tried signing up to an online dating website. lol~

At first, it was all just a random act of boring-ness so I thought “Why the hell not?”

I checked several profiles. Joined the other active members in the forum by posting random videos and gifs, and welcoming newbies like me. Sending out simple “Hi’s” and “Hello’s” to people who are only looking for friendships.

After a week of doing so, I finally MADE some friends online which is kind of revitalizing to me because I know I’ve been working too hard, “alone” in my own room and personal bubble.

It was so nice to hear stories from different people around the world. I got to know cultures, places, some plans, some types of people, perspectives, etc.

This made me realize that I am missing a lot of things in this life. And a little part of me still can’t believe that something so random will turn into something wonderful and englightening.

If you asked me several months to join an online dating website, I would surely be offended and give you a big “NO!” But if you will ask me now if I will recommend someone to try online [personal] forums, I will encourage them to give it a go.

You will never know why something exists until you try it for yourself.

I’m glad I did this.

Pondering: What should I risk today?

So, I’ve been thinking of doing something “risky”, like buying/paying something off the internet without expecting any in return (nothing for me to gain, that is), like those donation stuffs I haven’t done in a while. *face palm* I’ll return to that in a while because I’m receiving too much blessings in my work at the moment. *Yeah, you read that right! I’m not working too much just because it is a -ber month, but because I just really have too many things to do at work. And I love how things are moving on.*

Anyway, I’m still not sure as to what I am going to bet, my mere life is too essentially useless to “risk” over the stuffs on the internet. I do think it’s bothersome to even leave the house! So, I am really useless.

I’ll just update when I decided to do something because, as I have mentioned earlier, I haven’t really-really decided on which one to focus on. The things floating inside my mind are too much, and I think it would take me long enough to understand the whole process. Aw, I’m not even sure if I’m going to push through as most of the times I don’t finish anything. That’s just how things go with me. I don’t really understand it, as well, but everything would just stop and I won’t be excited anymore.

I over-exaggerate most of the times so don’t fret. Whatever this is, it is no big deal actually. I just want to try something new.